What am I thinking now?

What am I thinking now???,,,I don’t know what I want, I don’t know what i should do…but, sure in my life I have to do something that make me change than before, be better than before…..in my life I have found many people that hurt me, even I always smile to them…. I try to smile, on the other hand I feel sick. It’s ok for me, I believe that they will get what they have done to me…

Talking about friends, close friends, classmate, and boy friend…..huuufftt those’re so complicated, since I was child in Elementary School, I have been disappointed with my friend, we were close friend before, but something changed when she was lie to others about my birthday. Because of that she and me were not close friend anymore. I don’t like a lier. I like having many friends,,,friends for me is everything, we can share to them even that’s sad or happy.

I have best friends; we are in Kc_kc gang (jhi_yi, ola tkp, kacu, ciput, and ika shin). We met on the second grade in senior high school, we were classmate at that time, and till now we are still close althought we have separated, I am in Padang, and others in Pekanbaru and Duri. Even though we have been separated, but we still keep contact through send a message or calling by phone. I call them not as close friends but they are as my family. We hope we all can be success, amin…

Hmmmmmm…talking about boy friend, I have fourth dated with man, and I still can’t find the best man for me, so difficult to find who will be my boy, that’s not easy. I don’t have many characteristics about the man who will be my love,,,I just need he loves me, care with me, and he accept many bad things of me. No one is perfect in the world.

Life has many questions, and it needs answer in every questions, sometime no one can answer that question, it needs process. Our life day to day will answer the question around us. So, do what you wanna do!!!