Tonight I do not know what I should do. I’m bored with
everything. Especially, I’m bored to wait students’ writing score from Mr.
Hafiz. He gives me 10 days to wait it. Therefore, I’m free for ten days. Free
without to do something feels useless. Besides, my time to do my thesis is near
to it’s time. I mean, I just have 1 month to finish my entire thesis, but right
now I don’t finish chapter 4 & 5 yet. These can be done if I get the score
from Mr. Hafiz soon. The thing that I don’t want to hear is about schedule to
entry university students. It is last on January 16, 2013. Damn! So, before
this date I should “kompre”. Oooh God, help me please!! Could I “kompre” before
that time?? I’m so scary about that. It makes me stress and insomnia. On the
other words, I sleep with close eyes but my heart is not sleep (it means “mato
lalok tapi hati batanggang” in Minang language). God please gives me the easy
way to achieve it coz you are the director of my life.
For some days in this week I’m always pensive. I think
about something, but my think is empty. Finally, I get headache. Maybe I need a
refreshing. I do it by watching movie, eat ice cream, and hangout with some
friends. It works for a while. But, when I back to my rent house I always think
about my thesis. I’m never like this. This really makes me scary and stressful
over than National Examination that I’ve ever followed at school. How to reduce
this stress?? Do have any suggestions??. I tweet on my tweeter “I need
chocolate to reduce my stress”, and one of my followers Mr. Jose gives me a
link http://psycho-articl.blogspot.com/2012/02/4-natural-ways-to-reduce-stress.html. It’s about some
suggestions to reduce the stress. Thanks a lot Mr. Jose for your link :D.
I should be positive thinking. I believe I can do it, and
finish it soon, and I’ll get my graduation on March 2013. Agnes Monica says on
her song “trough away your hesitant, you’re young you can”. Now I should set my
positive energy, and don’t be scary and stress anymore!!SPIRIT!!!!
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